(August 2010) The desire for perfection defines the persona that slaves my consciousness all this time. It´s not easy to deal with the mindset that constantly looks for something beyond standards. Just like how the balance of nature works, a perfectionist world has its bright and dark sides. There was a point not long ago that I was about to give up the legacy which my most admired grandma passed on to the family. Her rule for perfection is so much pain that no one escapes. She can tame the most undisciplined member of the family like me for one being considered as the black sheep back in my early days. Now in my time, having her strong influence in my system becomes another persons´ misery. My children get emotional when I impose my will, I appear pretty obsessive and compulsive to others, and it´s practically stressful when applied to my professional life. It is not easy to push further to give extra effort only to make constant perfect scenario. These are the reasons why I wanted ...
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